This week sucks. Maybe its a huge pity party (seating for one) but I just feel like my wheels are spinning. Ever have those days?
Physically I feel fine, although I've not gone to the gym once this week and I'm letting my healthy gym food turn in my fridge as I type, emotionally ok, spiritually...check. If I had to pin point it I'd guess I'm just feeling tired mentally and that would be b/c of the constant guessing, wondering, hoping, etc.
I count down the days until the newsletter lands in my inbox, my stomach jumps whenever my phone rings, & most of all I curse the companies that send me spam emails for making me think for a brief second while my iPhone loads that it might be our agency writing to say that we should expect a call about a referral. Seriously, does that even happen?! I don't think so.
We're creeping up on week 17. I know, I know. Week 17.
Maybe its this crazy heat wave. I have nightmares of our file being read over and then moved to the side and to the bottom of a pile, read again, shuffled around and then eventually lost in the mix.
Its amazing the daydreams I catch myself in too.
"Our file is on the desk matched with our son/daughter. Our PM is picking up the phone, dialing, and my phone is going to rinnnnnng......now! No, NOW!" ;)
"I am extraordinarily patient, provided I get my own way in the end"